_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
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_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
im in my 17th week of pregnancy.
hope everything's alright.
cant wait to see my lil one
in my next appointment.
hope everything's alright.
cant wait to see my lil one
in my next appointment.
tearstaiinedd`
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Saturday, January 02, 2010
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此时的我，虽然还无法作个好妈妈。但希望以后的每一天我能慢慢做到最好给我这宝宝。
对不起，妈妈亏欠你太多了。只要我不怕苦，再多坎坷他也会陪我到最后。
希望老天能给与我勇气坚强地面对和克服以后的种种难题，让我用我的最好。。
好好补偿这孩子。
希望，有一天。我也能无私和大爱的扛起着一个当妈妈的责任。
对不起，妈妈亏欠你太多了。只要我不怕苦，再多坎坷他也会陪我到最后。
希望老天能给与我勇气坚强地面对和克服以后的种种难题，让我用我的最好。。
好好补偿这孩子。
希望，有一天。我也能无私和大爱的扛起着一个当妈妈的责任。
tearstaiinedd`
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
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tearstaiinedd`
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Friday, December 04, 2009
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i have stepped into a new phrase of life
which reqires me to start from scratch
and work my way towards a new future.
a new family of my own,
for me to contribute to other than my original one.
its gonna be a long way ahead
and im sure there are many obstacles to face
but i just know it in my heart
that this is the new start that is given to me
to have a brand new start
and the path to another ending of my fairytale.
the princess is no longer along and will never be anymore,
for she has her loveable daddy dino and baby dino
who'll be with her till the end.
im finally happy, for once and for all.
i finally moved from a lonely world
to a world with laughter and happiness.
just hoping that what future has in hold for me
will turn out right.
=)
which reqires me to start from scratch
and work my way towards a new future.
a new family of my own,
for me to contribute to other than my original one.
its gonna be a long way ahead
and im sure there are many obstacles to face
but i just know it in my heart
that this is the new start that is given to me
to have a brand new start
and the path to another ending of my fairytale.
the princess is no longer along and will never be anymore,
for she has her loveable daddy dino and baby dino
who'll be with her till the end.
im finally happy, for once and for all.
i finally moved from a lonely world
to a world with laughter and happiness.
just hoping that what future has in hold for me
will turn out right.
=)
tearstaiinedd`
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
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all the bad and negative stuff
just seem to be crashing straight in my direction,
and. RIGHT IN MY FREAKIN FACE!
as if that aint enough, im down with chickenpox.
damn.
is it just unluckiness or what?!
forget it, anyway i had nothing to begin with
and am losin nothing now either.
so im still in square 1 same like the past.
as for someone who i thought i really
give a damn to, he thinks i don't give anything
a damn about our r/s so far except chopping
him like a carrot. IM SPEECHLESS.
aint gonna make any explanations
for undone accusations. so yea, to hell with everything.
so guess it has a good thing about it too?
I'VE REACH THE DOWNRIGHT BOTTOM,
THINGS CAN'T GET ANY WORSER!
just seem to be crashing straight in my direction,
and. RIGHT IN MY FREAKIN FACE!
as if that aint enough, im down with chickenpox.
damn.
is it just unluckiness or what?!
forget it, anyway i had nothing to begin with
and am losin nothing now either.
so im still in square 1 same like the past.
as for someone who i thought i really
give a damn to, he thinks i don't give anything
a damn about our r/s so far except chopping
him like a carrot. IM SPEECHLESS.
aint gonna make any explanations
for undone accusations. so yea, to hell with everything.
so guess it has a good thing about it too?
I'VE REACH THE DOWNRIGHT BOTTOM,
THINGS CAN'T GET ANY WORSER!
tearstaiinedd`
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Friday, July 17, 2009
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hmms. i left the tormenting relationship.
relieved.
things will take a turn for the better
in fact leaving him has made it better already.
so.. life will resume quite soon totally by the end
of this post.
nothings better den making this crucial decision
and the best part of it,
i dont even feel any least bit of negative emotions
neither did i even miss him for a teeny weeny bit.
and i know, im right.
CAUSE... IM FINALLY SMILING, AGAIN-
relieved.
things will take a turn for the better
in fact leaving him has made it better already.
so.. life will resume quite soon totally by the end
of this post.
nothings better den making this crucial decision
and the best part of it,
i dont even feel any least bit of negative emotions
neither did i even miss him for a teeny weeny bit.
and i know, im right.
CAUSE... IM FINALLY SMILING, AGAIN-
tearstaiinedd`
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Sunday, June 07, 2009
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im back in skating again.
dono if its the right decision.
well, i'll just follow the path my foot leads me to.
it has always been this case..
is it a dream or is it real?
let time decide and let colours show.
30.05.2009
dono if its the right decision.
well, i'll just follow the path my foot leads me to.
it has always been this case..
is it a dream or is it real?
let time decide and let colours show.
30.05.2009
tearstaiinedd`
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